It's amazing how fast things can change. How in an instant, life is completley different from how it was just the moment before.
My heart is broken... again. Sometimes I wonder how it continues to beat (duct tape must be an amazing thing!) My poor duct-taped together heart that somehow continues to beat... Asking why, why do I give my heart so easily? The eternal optimist? Usually. Tomorrow will be better.
It really stinks when you feel so close and then get blindsided in an instant.
I didn't see it coming. But, I suppose it is for the best.
Live and learn.
I thought this time it would be real, I thought this time I wouldn't have to end up in this place again. But here I am. It's ok.
Thank you for the amazing memories, I learned and grew so much. And I wish you only the best, you deserve it. Thank you for the moment.
You know it's funny, when I look back on my life I can usually see why things happen, but it's just sometimes hard in the moment. I guess some people are in your life for a reason, some people are in your life for a moment- and some are both. I look forward with faith. A little wiser, a little beaten down, but peaceful.
I just want it all, I want to be loved, and sometimes I feel lonely- but I know the Lord is mindful of me and someday I will have what I need.
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:( Here's a cyber-hug Kjersti. Unfortunately, I can relate all to well to what you have written. I hope you can spend some time relaxing and doing something enjoyable to help make things a little better, you know, like a trip to Ohio! ;) Wish I could come visit so we could hang out...I know I need a vacation but that won't be happening any time soon...
Isaiah 54: 5-17.
Thank you for your testimony and example. Love you!
Saddest. Post. Ever. If it's who I think it is, which I think it is, my heart is a little broken as well! Your both such neat people that it's supposed to work out! Way to look up, though. If you need a shculder to cry on or some chocolate to eat, COME ON OVER! Really. We like you A LOT!!! :)
I love you soooo much! And I really do understand that heartache... It gets better, it goes away for a while, then you take another chance, and get to live it all over again. All for the chance of it sticking - just once!!! I have so much faith in that, for both of us. And in the meantime, I am so grateful you are my best friend.
Cuz let's face it, we are awesome!!! What is wrong with these silly boys?!?? Hang in there, beautiful.
(((HUGS))) I love your attitude! What a good example you are.
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