Thursday, July 30, 2009

The power of Hope

I love the word Hope. Hope that someday all the craziness will make sense. Hope that my dreams will come true. In the darkest moments, Hope is still there.
Sometimes it seems like Hope is all I have to hold onto. But, it is enough.

Hope for a dream-
Hope for a love-
Hope for tomorrow-
Hope for a smile-
Hope for a difference.
I truly do love my life. Even the things I don't understand, because then I can grow and learn.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

The joys of an ice cold Diet Dr. Pepper


Ahhhhhh... I love ice. While I was in Europe, I developed a greater appreciation for ice. Cold Drinks, Air Conditioning...
I also LOVE DIET DR. PEPPER! Yes, I know it is caffeinated and yes it is carbonated, but oh so tasty! And whereas I am trying to not eat sweets, sometimes it just hits the spot! Ahhhhh!

As y'all know (who read this blog with some frequency) I've been rather pensive these last few months, trying to figure out a lot of things, learning from a lot of things and making a lot of mistakes. So what conclusions have I reached?
In short, very few. I used to scoff at the saying 'the older I get the more I realize the less I know', or something like that- I think this is becoming my new mantra. When I was younger, I knew EVERYTHING, had all the answers, I was very smart. And now... life has schooled me. And not always in the most pleasant way. But, I do know, no matter what it is important to try to maintain a positive attitude and enjoy the happiness in life. Forgive others when they have hurt your feelings, spend time with those who love you, take time to dream...
What is it that prevents us from reaching our full potential? When I first started this blog, I talked about my desire to lose weight, and my efforts to do it. And here I am, months later in essentially the same situation- why?
I got home from Europe a week ago, lost 4.5 lbs. (A result of a ton of walking), worked out all week, but ate whatever I wanted. As a result, I am dreading seeing my trainer tomorrow as he gives me the I am disappointed in you look. What is stopping me? I feel like sometimes I am two people- the conscious me and the unconscious me. The conscious me is aware, goes to the Gym, sets goals, takes care of herself... the unconscious me is autopilot and before I know it, I've eaten a half gallon of ice cream in one day (which happened to me last week). The unconscious me doesn't give a rat's patootie about changing and becoming better. And when it comes to eating, the unconscious me often rules the day. I guess this could also be comparable to the natural man.
Becoming aware.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Ms. Parkes goes to Europe! (A brief overview of her awesome trip!)

On July 1st I started my whirlwind trip of Europe!
At Notre Dame with Amy (who lives in Paris!)

At the Eiffel Tower!
Day Two- July 2nd-
At the gates of Versailles

My heat rash (not fun, it was VERY hot that day and that combined with jet lag... hoo boy!)

At the Queen's Hamlet at Versailles
(a place where Marie Antionette would go "play" peasant.)

Day Three- July 3rd-
At St. Chapelle

I was perplexed by the Parisian Cafe's and how all the seats would be turned out so the diners could view the passing public...
Day Four- July 4th- Travel to Munich, Germany

Nate taking a picture of us getting off our overnight train!

At the opera house with my good friend Nate who lives in Germany!

With Brandi at the Hofbrauhaus a world famous beer hall!
Day Five- July 5th-
Brandi & I after Church

Nate & I in the gardens at Nymphenburg Palace
Day Six- July 6th-

At Lake Alpsee near Neuschwanstein Castle

Neuschwanstein Castle (Unfortunatley covered with scaffolding for a remodel)
Day Seven- July 7th- Day trip to Salzburg, Austria
Dancing at the Mirabell Gardens where they filmed scenes from the
"Sound of Music"
At the Sound of Music Gazebo (Unfortunaltey we couldn't go inside, too many people hurt themselves trying to reinact "16 going on 17".
Day Eight- July 8th- Last day in Germany-
Memorial at Dachau concentration camp


Nate & Katherine seeing us off at the train station (we stayed with Katherine while in Munich)

And leaving apparently caused a hoe-down!
Day Nine- July 9th- Danmark!
Eating my 1st Danish meal!

With the Little Mermaid
Day Ten- July 10th-
The original Christus Statue in Copenhagen

On top of the Rundetarn overlooking the city

In Tivoli Gardens
Day Eleven- July 11th- Last day In Danmark
Eating a Danish!

At Kronberg Castle

A Lion at Friedricksberg Castle
Day Twelve- July 12th- Back to Paris

After spending a day of travel, we spent the evening at Disneyland Paris

The Fireworks

So Happy!
Day Thirteen- July 13th-
At the Louvre

At the Paris Opera House

Eating dinner at a street cafe!
Day Fourteen- July 14th-

Glory be and the saints be praised, I found a Dr. Pepper!
Sassy at the Moulin Rouge!

With Amy & Charron at the Arc de Triomphe
Day Fifteen- July 15th- Last day!

Charron & I after riding the Tower of Terror at Disneyland Paris!

Brandi & I at the Rockin' Rollercoaster!
About to go on Small World!
So, there ya have it folks, a brief overview of my trip! And it really is a small world after all!
Auf Wiedersehn, Au revoir and Farvel!