Tuesday, December 25, 2012

To love another person is to see the face of God.

I have always loved the musical, "Les Miserables". I have every. single. word memorized.

It's been awhile since I've delved into the world of Les Mis- (my Les Mis phase was during my teenage years.) And although I know it by heart- it was moving to explore the story again as an adult.
I saw the movie version tonight with a little trepidation. I was wary of the singing and had very low expectations. I was prepared to critique and rip apart the vocals, but instead I found myself on a journey.
I was particularly struck by Jean Valjean in a way I had never been before. Perhaps it's the addition of a few more years and a few more trials and a few more heart breaks, but his story resonated with me. He truly turned his life to God. Although, I guess on some level I always understood that- tonight I understood it on a new level. He turned his life to God.
I hate to admit it, but my heart has become somewhat cynical and hard. I try to find gratitude in my life, but sometimes I get so caught up in what I long for and don't have that I become almost angry and bitter. I turn away from God instead of turning to God sometimes.
And God's mercy and love abounds in my life.
A few weeks ago, my life took an unexpected turn. I acquired two dogs. I've never had dogs before but I thought it would be a good idea. They are four years old and are sisters. I named them Eponine and Cosette (like any proper Theatre teacher should!) They are adorable. Each time I come home they are overjoyed to see me, they are so sweet with everyone and I love having them.



I also have these precious souls in my life. They enrich my life so much and I love them dearly.

As I sat through Les Mis tonight I also thought about the magnitude of humanity and how everyone is a part of it all. We all have choices, we all influence each other and we all have the power to lift others. One man reaching out to another changed a life, which, in turn, changed others. It is true that change doesn't occur in front of millions. It's in quiet moments when true character is revealed that we become who we truly are.

So, I loved the movie- cried pretty much the entire time. Left feeling grateful for life, grateful for my blessings and most important- grateful for a merciful, loving Heavenly Father who truly loves me, who has a plan for me if I am but trusting and faithful enough to give my life to Him, so He can make me who I can become. And that my friends, it the true test of life.

And so, we carry on- we have heartbreak, joy, pain, sorrow, laughter, disappointment and grief. But, it is so wonderful.

"To love another person is to see the face of God."


3 comments:

Julie Barnes said...

AWE! Merry Christmas! I can't wait to see Les Mis, however, I am worried about the vocals, too. Now, I will just sit back and enjoy. Glad to see you are doing great ;)

Lynette said...

I got goosebumps just *reading* about the movie! :) :) I love that quote and I love your thoughts...Thanks for sharing... :)

Angela said...

I'm excited to see it too. I was mostly into it during my teenage years too, but in anticipation of seeing it, I'm surprised at how much of the lyrics are coming back to me. I'm planning on crying, but I wonder if it will be more profound than I think because I have had so many more experiences since then. It really is a beautiful message.