Anyway, I am frustrated! I guess I just hate the way my body can fluctuate, and I hate feeling trapped sometimes. I've struggled with my weight for what seems like forever! I've been up, down, left, right and everywhere in between. And although I'm not nearly as bad as I've been, I still have a long way to go.
I know what it's like to feel morbidly obese. To not be able to fit into the white plastic picnic chairs. To sit in an airplane seat and not be able to use the tray because your stomach is in the way. To feel old before you had the chance to be young. To not be able to walk up a flight of stairs without getting winded... I am so grateful to not have those problems anymore.
I have to keep track of every calorie that I consume, and it's not as hard as it seems. My goal is to lose 30 lbs. by the time I am 30 (which is January 5th). Which incidentally will put me under 200 lbs. (a weight I haven't seen since I was 14 years old.)
I have to keep moving, I have to keep the faith and I will be a success!! It's hard, annoying, frustrating and worth it.
Today I got my flu shot and my arm is ouchy, I also voted. I love that we are able to vote, it is so incredibly important.
GO DEMOCRACY!!!
3 comments:
You go, Kjersti!! Despite all of your ups and downs, you are still one of the most cheerful people I know...
I think this is awesome! I wish so badly that we lived closer so we could do this together. You are amazing and this entry has inspired me to work harder at my goal of being fit and healthy.
Kjersti,
I've been there. I'm trying to lose weight too. I'm part of a weight loss blog if you are interested... It's me & a couple other girls.
t_resab@yahoo.com
It's good to have a support system :)
You can do this!!! By the way, I love the body bug thing!
Teresa Laing (Berry)
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